tmr (fri) is the day i return to that class..

today went to sch as normal and had lots of fun and laughter..filming..
class end early today..BUT i cant go..sad..got test..which is at 4.15!! and wat time i am released? 2.30!!!

argh..

well..spent the 2hrs plus in sch..haiz..sianzation..

well..when i reach that class (the class that i dun like)..i jus quietly sat at a sit..then the teacher then sae to the class..anyone who is not taking the test or taking the test in another class, can proceed now..then there this guy..sae this class everyone is the same class, everyone taking the same subject..so every's test will be in the same class..except 1 extra..

then that malay girl (whom i tok abt the previous post) said to him..wah..u so mean ar..in a laughin manner..like happy that some1 is on her side like tt..

i am like -.-"

heck care la..like most of my fren's advise..ignore such ppl..and be Christ-like..dun show them temper..forgive and forget..

i doing all these..deep down in my heart..i felt hurt..sad..but i hav to act nothing happen and i not realli takin wat they said in..

i seriously duno wat i had did that offeneded them..is it because..i am the odd one out from that class? i am the extra?

that why they are close with each other except me..but that doesnt make any sense..if that is the reason..it is STUPID..

well..wat i can do..is jus pray to the Lord..jus like how He had helped me in my laptop..i am sure He will help me in this problem..

well..i think some ppl might had got wrong my previous post..

wat i had said is..i been in this RP for the past 3 years..i had never had a good semester (each year got 2 semester and meaning 2 different class..and depending on modules..sometime each semester will have 4 - 5 different class..)

anw..i had been in RP..unhappy..everyone will like proud of their sch..love their sch..but me..no..i dun..

but tis semester..this final semester..it began so well..i love all 3 different class of mine..though i was hopin to be all 3 same class..but nevermind..i think its God's Plan after all..hence..the beginning..i love all 3 classes..maybe simply..jus the grps..my team-mates..

then as wk pass..the other 2 class..Database Systems and Digital Video and Audio class..they rocks..i made fren wif almost everyone in the class..friends with almost everyone..i seriously Praise the Lord for blessing me with 2 good class..

but sad thing is this 1 class..which is Web Multimedia..it is the sadess class i had..the classmate..started off with this malay girl..when we switched team..and hence..i dun get to team with the teams i was in for the past 3 weeks..

i hav a brand new 4 other team mates whom i duno..but tis malay girl jus simply pissed me off..cos she scold me for no reason..heavy tone when tokin wif me..and like dun wanna tok at all..uncooperative team member..but weird is she mix well wif the other team members..meaning..it is jus me..and wat the classmate said which i overheard even shocked me..

then today..further more..

is it realli true that they dun like me cos of i am the Odd one out? the Extra?

well..my fren's guess is:
they dun like me cause ... 1: i always finish the problem of the day fast..meaning solve the problem like easily..2: always attemp to do more then needed when other teams still stuck with their original problem..3: always take part in class discussion..

well..is this the reason they dun like me too? as a hardworking student..they dun like..then be a slacker..they confirm wun like (from past experience and even own experience in having slackers in the team)

well..i seriously duno wat to do..how to face this class ever since i overheard wat they been saying "infront" of me..*indirect*

well..i am veri depress to be in this class..yet i hav to face this class for the next 10 weeks..like mentioned..the team is switch everyweek..hence there is 11 more different teams (including tmr)..

tmr is a tough day to pass..haiz..looking forward for the holis..and CAMP!!! haiz..

will post abt tmr..tmr nite den..hope everything goes well tmr..

TO BE CONTINUE . . .