Sorry all that i had not been updating regularly..

my laptop had FINALLY recovered!!!

Praise The Lord (PTL)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well..do continue to keep my laptop in prayer =)

thanks for all those who had kept it in prayer..thanks..

anw..today just want to share with you my RP life..

i had been in this new campus of RP for the past 5 weeks..it is great..*in the beginning*

YES..ONLY in the beginning..

last week was the WORST till today..

yes..what happened?

let me tell u..

ONLY on today's class that have trouble.. (note: for those who duno..i attend sch 3 times and all 3 days are different class hence different classmates but the class itself are the same themselves, only i am the odd one out)

Well..there is this classmate who is in the name of Siti Aishah..she is terrible person la..

why?

dun ask me why..cause i duno wat had i done or said that had offended her..actually..none!

i had been working hard for the past 4 weeks..had quite a number of As and worst..Bs..but ratio wise..As more then B..

but that not the point..cause she duno..

anw..she might think i am a slacker? or i am a odd one out? i duno..but what i noe is i am NOT..yes..God knows..

i had been helping others in the codings..and i had done my best..and i had to deserve this..

last week..the teacher SUDDENLY changed the team (the team which i LOVE so much for the past 4 weeks)!!! i HATE this changes la..WORST..it is everyweek!!!! Every week..change team!!! SIANZ!!!!

anw..then i team up with this Aishah..thot it should be okie..but due to that day..my Laptop is down..hence i had to depend on others Laptop..at 1st i didnt wanna go..wanna go repair..but due to the plead of a team-member..who is original same team with for the past 4 weeks..begged me to go..cause i am like their life-line la..but in the end..change team..at 1st wanna go liao..but since i am here..might as well help the new team as much as possible..

but turn out..this stupid aishah girl is like RUDE..and ahem..ONLY against me..she tok SO GENTLE..SO NICE to others except ME!!!! had i offended her? had i said anything wrong? NO!

That is one thing for sure..i had NEVER wanna make enemies and i praise the Lord that i had wonderful team-mates and classmates which i had told most of my friends la..the past 3 weeks..but never expect got this kind of classmate..

i told the teacher abt it..

and this week..once again..change of team..and when in class..she said mean stuff..

what she said?

she said: "hope i am not so unlucky this week with that person"

then she happened to find out i am not..and said "phew, lucky sia, wonder who is so unlucky this week to team with that person"

come on..i am ULTRA ANGRY LA!!! it fired me up..but i am a Christian..hence i REN! argh..pissed..but oso yet..i am sad to have such a classmate..

then later in the day..i overheard that someone toking abt Aishah toking abt me..and they like said something like "its okie la, let him know"

I AM EVEN MORE "!!!!!!"

WHAT ON EARTH HAD HAPPENED!!!!!!

i suddenly entered into a class where everyone dun like me?!

FOR WHAT REASON!!!!

Am i the odd one out..or ppl think i am a slacker? or because i got good result (which i dun even think they noe la)

come on..i jus did my part and maybe even more..cause i wanna score well this semester and do all my best for the Lord..i just wanna score good result..is that wrong?

i realli seriously thot i had a good semester..had good classmates..new friends who are friendly..good team-mates..but turn out..worst nightmare for this class..

Yes..ONLY this class..

the other class still okie..i am happy with the other 2 class of mine..they rocks..they are friendly..unlike this class..

this class becoming to be more sucks..

ARGH..another 11 Weeks..11 days in this class..change of 11 teams..!!!!!

aRGH!!!

why why why?!

why am i so unlucky..i thot finally i will like RP..but NO..no matter where i go..church..or school..i will end up with someone who DO NOT like me..FOR?? NO REASON!!!

yes..NO REASON!!!!

i had not offend anyone..this is really seriously true..especially the school one..i had not offended the class..but end up..i being treated this way..

ARGH!!!!

FEELING SO SAD..DEPRESS!!!!!

disappointed..is this God's plan? what does this mean? is it really there wun be any semester of mine will goes peacefully..EVERY semester..sure got ppl dun like me..now worst..whole CLASS?? (is it whole class i am not sure..but high feeling it is..cause of what i had overheard!!!!)

being the odd one out..oso felt weird..

but at least this class..i had 2 friends who remains no change..that is good..but sad..i am not in the same team with them since last week till today's lesson..

haiz..

what should i do!
=(

sigh..

sad..

please give me your advice..or anything u hav to sae abt it via MSN or thro my tagboard..

thanks..

TO BE CONTINUE . . .