haiz..the skin that was falling off my shoulder and back are UGLY! argh..

stupid sunburn..now under the shirt of mine is ugly skin self..argh..haiz..i see liao oso feel..like u noe..eee..

haiz..hope it get well soon!

anw..today went to Pulau Tekong under RP..went along with 899 other students..

i went with Shireen..and got to know her friend Sharon..well we reached sch at 1130..boarded the bus..reached there at ard 1plus close to 2..via ferry..

then we had a short tok by the 2nd-i/c then later went tour..went to 4 diff station:

1st was to go to the Combat Ration station..wow..the food there was great..haha..those food that they brought to field..was fantastic..yum yum..lolx..i ate the pasta one..lolx..

then later..went to the leture hall..and see the barang barang they get when they got enlisted to ns..lolx..so mani stuff la..omg..haiz..thinkin of it..haiz..mean me hav to own those stuff when is my turn..siansation!

then later went to visit the bunks..lolx..12 beds..and the sergent told us scary stuff la..oooo..scary sia..haiz..

then later we went to visit the IPPT station..where they intro us the 2 weakest station of all recurits..which were pull up and standing board jump..lolx..then the final station was IMT..where we shoot gun at lcd..lolx..cool la..haha..i got pass all the shot..lolx..fun fun..hehe

then later head back to main land lor..haha..that was basically what happened to me while at tekong..haha..at a short summary! haha..

anw..jus read email from shukun..

sad sad sad la..haiz..its email that tok abt me when i leave tm412 for ns..sian..why this have to happen to me! argh..haiz..

i really feel sad even when thinking abt it..leaving tm412..=(

i really miss this place la..haiz..its like how mani yrs liao..haiz..

i really hope i am able to return back to tm412 to serve even when i am enlisted..haiz..sigh..

i realli felt tears wanting to rush out when i saw the email..haiz..asking me for my replacements when i am gone..and the skills of me parted to my visual crews..haiz..and the new leaders that take over my role..haiz

seeing those make me wanna cry la..haiz..

i dun wish to leave la..but as a guy..i hav no choice..haiz..i realli hope i can be like the Twins..Edmund and Kelvin Leong return back to tm412 to serve..haiz..

i really really start to miss tm412 liao..haiz..tears tears..haiz..sigh..=(

tm412 had became my 2nd home liao..

starting..i was a very nottie person..and it was tm412 that grew me to become who i am today..and now leaving it is like force to leave ur parents..ur home..haiz..

i really felt sad la in knowning that i need to leave for ns..the place that i hated the most! National Service! argh..haiz..

even thro today's BMTC tour..i still dun like NS! i had ns..it is like JAIL!

removed me from my freedom..haiz..

like tm412..forcing me to leave this 2nd home of mine..haiz..

i reali felt veri sad..yes i noe i been repeating tis..but i am REALY SAD?!

argh..haiz..tears flowing soon liao la..haiz..sigh..

why this have to happen to me =(

sigh..tm412!

haiz..

TO BE CONTINUE . . .