HAIZ!

SIAN!

So may problems happened to me here and there!

1st was my laptop now is my future?!

Yes..future!

You might ask me what happened, come let me tell you..

As most of the people here should know that my laptop crashed and hence i am unable to come online for almost 1 month plus. Hence i am then already very sad!

In RP which is my poly that i go to require me to achieve some points which call as CE and that is required to graduate from RP. And by right i should be already graduated but no, i am not. Why? Cause i am unable to complete the CE points hence i need to extend my stay in RP for this semester to complete it.

And yes, i have no lesson for 1 semester but just to complete CE activites.

So i had asked my friend to help me take a look out especially during i offline period mean for the month of my laptop crashed!

Yes he agreed! but guess what, he didn't tell me. I know i trust him and his reason and yes i know that he already completed his CE modules hence checking the mail is no longer in his work and he is busy with school daily work and Final Year Project (aka FYP).

He said that some mail that i see, he don't and when he check email, he didnt see any points related to those i need.

My CE points, i had tried to achieve during the holiday before this semester and manage to clear around 10 over points.

CE are splited to 2 group..one is called the Active Points while the other is known as the Passive Points. Active require to attend workshop, visitation or writing something or competition while Passive is just attending to talks.

Hence for me, i had completed the passive part and now short of last 5 points as it need 30 points and i am just short of the last 5 active points.

And when recently, i got back my laptop from service, i checked the email and guess what, i saw alot of it! argh i am shocked!

Sadness and Worried came to me..sad cause of my friend didnt tell me abt it and worried cause i scare i will failed to pass my CE points again!

I DO NOT want to stay in RP anymore! and i think i cant also as i dun think i am able to defer any longer!

I am so pissed with my life and myself!

I trust my future to the friend i trusted! argh!

now i had emailed my Module Chairman and my Mentor (each student in RP is assigned to a Mentor) but for for my mentor, i had never seen him in my life in RP at all! but i emailed them and also i asked not 1 friend but 2 more friend of mine to help me on a look out plus i too will look through the emails myself to make sure i get to register on activites when i see one and not let the history happen again!

But i am very very sad of my life..1 thing cleared another come..what going to be next?! argh..why why why..why my life have to be sosososo bad! i hate my life la!

Yes i know all of you say why i should hate my life when God is there!

I trusted God and have faith in Him!

Yes i love the Lord..and hence i should love my life! right!

I know these are trials given by the Lord to test me! and i felt bad experiencing these experiences..1st was my mp3 player..den my laptop den now future! argh...

haiz..i duno man..i am now very very scared..last 6 weeks of studies week (exlcuding holisday) to complete my CE modules!

i am now praying hard and i hope you guys who are reading this can help me and keep this as my prayer request that i am able to pass my CE modules this semester that the Lord will bless me with lots of Active points related activities that i can attend to and pass the last 5 ce points requirement to pass out of RP once and for all!

Thanks for your time in reading this..

TO BE CONTINUE . . .