anw..still feeling not that good but guess the outing with my cliques are great =)
let me forget the unhappy stuff..but today..i am still quite bothered by it..helping 1 person is wrong? helping 1 person got care abt gender? isit true that u can only offer help to a guy if u r a guy and a ger to a ger? mean guys can nv ever help a ger and vice-versa? i DONT THINK SO! so that person please GROW UP!
i am so bothered abt it..that i myself feels like i wanna giv up on helping ppl! helping ppl jus cause me to feel like this..everytime i offer my help..this happen to me..why why why! i hate my life!
this kind of stuff happens! argh..
i am feelin like i more and more like Felicia Chin in her show, Let It Shine! She offered help to her students..and ended up causing more problems then helping!
Help dun onli go to the same gender rite? and oso..i did say, if u dun wan a listening ear..i am okie wif it..i didnt force u to share with me! its jus an offer..u dun wan..dun appreciate it..den dun take it..dun come and sae such kind of stuff..ur frenz..are my frenz too..u cant ask me not to tok wif my frenz..God had planted me with these frenz..and fellowship is impt..which is one of the 5 purpose of our live..and i wun stop fren-ing them cos of u!
and let me be clear..i do not follow u all at all..i mix ard..and if u dun see it..then TOO BAD! frenz hav no matter of wat age..u dun jus fren wif ppl of ur age onli and FULLSTOP!..come on..grow UP!
anw..i gotta chill off..back to the topic.. and thanks for this outing that giv me 1 day of this problem out of my mind..praise the Lord!
Well, on monday morning went to Ceni and meet the rest..saw Shzehui..wondering she no lesson? haha..she was taking pics with her frenz..haha..shocked to see me i guess..anw..then later..went up and guess wat..Kbox is not open and they had not arrived yet..sad..i was the earliest..sad sad..well..then later..waited for like quite long..then decided to go rest at Level 5..and guess wat..i saw JY and George..haha..well..then later..we waited for the rest..Jane, Shireen and Tattat came..and we went up 1st..den later Jayne came..den Eric came and later Eugene..then later Jayne wanna leave early 0,0..oh well..den after that Meixiu and her BF came..well..tis is my 1st time to Kbox..it was great la..haha..and fun..=D
After that, JY, Eugene and George decided to watch "300" and the rest went to find out the price for our Graduation Trip..
Guess wat..we didnt take the train nor bus or cab..we WALKED! yes..guess where it is?
Lavendar! yes..Somerset to there! omg..ownage..later Tattat left us with some1 from SMU then Meixiu and her bf too..
So the remaining 4, me, Shireen, Jane and Eric cont our journey to the East =P haha..
Lavendar..Golden Mill Tower..i was the onli one who know how to walk from somerset to lavendar after Tattat left..haha..
It was a super long walk..and finally we reached..and got the price..then we went to Concourse which was next door for dinner..den we walked to Suntec..at 1st wanted to go to the Food Fair..but we eneded up in the Arcade..haha..Shireen went to play the Drum-mania..then later JY, George and Eugene came..and we went for dinner..okie..they 3 went to eat =P haha..
After that..we went to help Shireen get her new Pet Rabbit..which was actually a Hare..haha..well..Jane and Eugene left..so left 5 of us, Me, Shireen, Eric, JY and George..
we went to SP and then later..we were lost! haha..so hard to find that apartment as the lady gave us the wrong instruction! haha..but in the end we manage to find it la..haha..phew..
then we got stuck thinking how to deliever the BIG SIZE hare..hmmm..well..in the end George and JY went 1st..so left me, Shireen and Eric..hence we cabbed..and we went to drop off Shireen 1st..den later me and Eric continue the journey to Yishun..den i took the train..and Eric went home..phew..i manage to get on the LAST train! haha..Praise the Lord..on time somemore! haha..=D
well..thats all for that day =D very very long day of WALKING =)
From Somerset --> Lavendar --> Suntec --> SP
haha
but it was fun..that day ROCKS!
But after that night..the next day, which was today..the bad mood RETURNS! argh..haiz..
What will Jesus do in this kind of situation? that's what Joash had asked me..well..i really duno..but its a good question for me to reflect on..
i am veri sad and hurt to hav such kind of unworthy fren..haiz..well..i duno man..but to wat my parents always sae..offer the other cheek when some1 slap u on the right cheek..haha..
oh well..Joash tell me ur thots den..
TO BE CONTINUE . . .