Oh man..the weekend going away SO FAST!

argh!

how how how..sian..now going back on sun nite! argh..siansation! T_T

now i super super super worried!

anw..here some update to the previous post:-

PTL, that my family doctor able to get me a Specialize and i went and saw..

took X-Ray..and the Doctor analyze me..

from the X-Ray..nothin much..as the Doctor said..jus a little bit of problem at the Spine ard but it wun do much harm to me.

argh! then where the pain came from! argh..i am super aching now even as i type this..i duno how am i going to survive my NS la..

according to the Doctor that he wrote the Memo for my Medical Officer (MO) to excuss me from P.T, Marching and Running for 3 months which basically is my whole BMT period and more la..but but but...now is for the MO to accept the letter and approve it and let me off from such thing la..

argh..my back will pain la..and leg will break la..P.T hav to jump and run..how can i survive the pain la! and not forgetting bending down! argh! sure super painful if the MO dun approve it!

i am now super worried! i duno wat to do! i felt like collapsing liao..my heart hurt..i duno wat to do..prayed but my heart and mind still being bothered as i am super worried on the outcome when i pass the Memo to the MO!

haiz..now deep in my heart..i am crying T_T i duno wat to do..i duno..i reali duno..

what happen if the MO dun accept! what should i do! my pain is super painful..this week already go a little of P.T and Marching..i already cant tahan..i endure the pain as i dun dare to report it to my Corporal (in-charge of my Platoon)

i seriously duno wat to do liao T_T

i realli super depress, worried and fear..haiz..

is it my faith in God is weaken? i duno but seeing that the Lord had let my Family Doctor to manage to get me the Specialize already show me the sign that He is in control..however, i reali duno the outcome when i pass the Memo to the MO on Monday morning!

haiz..pls pray for me ppl!

T_T

sobsob

TO BE CONTINUE . . .