It had been a very busy jan for me..

well..had lots of office events to attend..it seems like each wk i hav 1..

on the 1st wk (full wk)..i hav 1 at the far away Boonlay area area! omg..but it was great! i really enjoy the events there! :)

then the following wk at west..well..that was the most unlucky day of my life! i will never forget that day..

when i board the vehicle to go there from my work area, we got this bag of things and it topple down and all the stuff in it came out..instead of helping, the ppl laughed..and i let the bag like lie on some hard support..but the vehichle turn another direction while i am picking up the items that had been topple out of the bag..and the bag fell in another direction and once again the stuff came out of the bag..and even more they laughted :(

well..i tired my best and manage to clear the stuff and place it back to the bag..well..and then when we arrive, i hit my head to the top of the vehicle roof while alighting..and its the metal..and the rest noe it is coming as in they saw it but they never tell me at all!

i got this bump on my head since last wk..

i became the laughing stock of the day aft so much stuff had happened..

and i was afraid next day, they will spread but however, praise the Lord, they didnt and he came and apologise to me..somehow..however some ppl sae no need la..i dun need it..i am like very angry inside! argh..but i ren..

well..that the end of that event..tmr i got another event which i hope it will go well and not a laughing stock as this time round, more ppl will be going comparing to last wk!

well..and the office had gone to no good again..well..now is jus 1 person la..however, i hav no idea what he do or sae behind my back la..

recently, he heard that he will be moved out of the rooms and place outside and he is so not happy and think its me who do it..however..its not purely my idea..even the officers approved..

he find it discremination towards him and he not happy and he hates me even more..however, he is the kind that show no respect towards the seniors in the office especially me and another civillian..

well..i used to be his fren..was okie term wif him..however, due to the previous incident that cause the problem, now he hates me more..i hav no idea why..i oso dun wish to do so but he made me..the SO dun really hav a good like thot abt him as they noe what he do in the room he is in now.

well if he cont to hate me and presume it was me that want to place him outside, then i hav no choice but to let him think so..as long as i hav guilty conscience i am cleared from all..

it was my suggestion but not only put up by me..it was an idea by several of the personnel and thanks to my appointment, i hav to be the "bad" guy la..haiz..what to do..he already hate me to the core, so doing this, he will just hate me still?

i jus wan to live peacefully in this office for the last few mths..however, these crisis makes it so hard!

i didnt plan to make any enemy but he wan to treat me as one and i hav no idea what he spread or sae abt me at the back..

haiz..what i can do is to pray for this person and pray that the Lord will help me and to change him and remove all the bad rumors abt me or whatever he do or sae that makes me look bad.

think that is all for today.

TO BE CONTINUED . . .