I have no idea what i had done to deserve these.

People in my office and the people in my church too?

haiz.

yesterday, went to church actually for prayer but didnt noe that it was cancelled cos of ministry training. however, my pastor welcome me to join in. so i did.

everything was okay.

when returning home, rushing home to go to airport to stayover to send the mob team off, entered the lift, wif the same grp of ppl i went dinner last sat. and the same person offended me AGAIN! yes, again!

he said "oh no, the blue stalker is here" (i was wearing a blue shirt yesterday and i was the only person in blue in the lift)

I am like "!" what i did to him? why time after time he offending me like this? he is totally mean!

to some ppl, a joke is a... joke while some is an offending word..and maybe like some ppl might sae, he didn't mean it or he was jus joking, but to me i feel i am hurt and offended by wat he said. last wk i tried to forgive and forget but he did it again ytd nite!

the office crisis of mine is not over and now i looking forward for 10 more working days before i end my life in NS and to leave those irrating backstabber in my office, W, and the proud rich boy, K.

Well, those i can leave and not see them again but the church is something i cant run away unless i switch church but i not going to do so cos my frenz are all here..

the grp that this person belong to, are my frenz..

and if he think i join them or the young one to be young, please la..ever since i started to join tm, i am already one of the oldest YOUTH (excluding the leaders, i toking abt normal attending youth).

cos my year grp onli got like 4 person, 3 guys and 1 ger, in the whole church (as wat we noe of from youth ministry).

now, the ger got married while the other 2 overseas studying. i attend tm to help out..hence, no matter which grp of ppl i go wif, i am the oldest k?

i am not going wif em cos i wanna be young..is cos my passion (same as shukun's), is the passion for the youths..and that will never change even i dun get to serve in the ministry.

and oso..i treat the ppl as my frenz..isit wrong to have fren of the younger age? does friend-ing a younger youth equal to wanting to be young? no please..fren is regardless of age..so i dun think it is wrong?

i reali dun get this person la..offending me time after time..wk aft wk..now i see him like dun wish to see him..though he is my brother-in-christ..cos i dunwanna see or hear another offending word out from his mouth which he think is a joke.

anw..went to stayover at the airport wif hannah, chrysan, bryan and the mobster, james liew who suppose to be slping but stayed over at the airport wif us? lolx..

we had alot of jokes and funz and tireness from it..but it was great la..sending the mob team off..

all the best mobsters!

see ya back in 8 days time..take care and we will keep u in prayer..

btw.. IJC are returning but their flight is like midnite on tues ..next day i got work..so sad..cant welcome their return..but glad to see their return :D

think that is all for today...

TO BE CONTINUED . . .