The worst nightmare of all MENS had come to me! And its suppose to be not a nightmare to me!

Yes, i receive my posting of a Reservist Unit!

I am shocked! They finally did their revenge of me..and kinda expected liao since most of those who hated me are going to ORD soon (around this period)..and if they dun do it, then no one will since the juniors duno who am i..and hence, no one will do their dirty works! (Yes, this is my thinking, it might not be true, but since now i am in half angry mode and half emo mode)

I had checked too with a number of friends, from SAF, SPF but of course, no SCDF since i am so far the only person whom i know that goes to it!

But from what i found out, as a PES E personnel, there by right is no Reservist..cause most of the time, will be put in the Reserve List and even if there is, they are liabile for Reservist for only 5 years and most of the time, their reservist work will be as admin clerk (what saf calls as admin asst.)

But my unit seems to be a non-admin unit! unless they post me to that unit to do admin work!

But still..does that mean i have to do it for 5 years OR i jus posted a unit but not going to be called? i duno!

i going to check it out that whether the unit allows PES E personnel?? as i heard from one of my friend that he has a friend once, they got his friend posted to a wrong unit..so i guess..it should be an error? But i duno!

I just feel very bad now! Why they wanna do this to me!? T_T

5 years OR till i am 40 years old?

In my mind, i am thinking, had they altered the system such that my pes is no longer pes e?

I know being in pes e is not a glory or wat and i shouldnt even tell others i belong to it..but i cant stand it..i not boasting i am in pes e..but i jus wan justice!

I dun wan this to be an act of a revenge using work to affect me and my future!

i am now going to be tied down by this stupid reservist when i suppose dun hav to?

Isn't that a childish and stupid act that had occured to me?! thanks to those idiots!

If what's posted is posted and i am really going to that active unit, then i really will be gg-fied! T_T i will emo till i am out of the stupid reservist unit!

Question, why i didn't receive my reservist gear upon my ord? when most of my other friends did -.-" isnt it said by the store that cos of my pes, most of the time, i wun need it..and now 0,0?!

I just feeling super down now! seriously in need of counselling!!!! ):